just pamper tha gurl.

2009-04-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

I don't usually roll to the white side, when it comes to the male species..
but..

I'LL NEVER GET OVER YOU.
O M G.
seriously. one of a kind.
I don't mean this in a teenage-going-gaga-over-star-in-latest-movie-and-remembering-him-in-HSM but more of a seriously-stop-being-so-hot-and-if-you-wish-to-continue-your-hotness-please-move-into-my-block-and-take-the-same-lift-as-me-and-have-random-sudden-eye-contact-and-smile-at-me-with-those-eyes-and-....... kinda way.

date me. date me. date me.

PSST: Look who's idolizing him now. HARHAR. I'm not talkin about myself. : D

2009-04-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

guess who's back.
i hear my fans. sorry, i was on a very long lazy-to-blog mode. actually i still am. i guess this is the only way to kill time.

imma keep it short and sweet.*after the long wait, HAH* -.-

well, above are random pica-pica from girlie-fied outings which is always love. ive been biting my lips as i have to budget like hell thanks to driving now. i is heart driving. my instructor is keccchik ajer pakcik and he gives goooodass advice/lessons. woohoo! insyAllah sept please!

my future is a blur. why havent they accepted me yet? WHY! ive planned up other concoctions to help me get into that place. ARGH.
sometimes i do wish i am able to pursue my education overseas.

well, 20 March was the day I lost my nanny, after her long-fought battle with several diagnoses. it was the hardest part of my life,fo sho. being ultra close with her. being her 1st grandaughter. being the one who always jampalitan during Xmas to put up the tree deco.
What's Xmas now?
What's Jurong now to me?
Shes my epitome of strength. Losing a husband at such a young age and continuing to support her children by herself all the way till the end. Always putting others befo herself.
Seeing her fight her last fight; that was a scene ill never forget. NEVER EVER. The pain. The sadness. argh, it's not the same without you.
She showed me love hath no boundaries, be it religion or whatsoever.
Nanny I will always love you and I am always by your side. ALWAYS. Allah please take good care of her, we love her.

2009-03-08T01:06:00.000-08:00

we might as well just be handcuffed together.
love you ladies!
hurhur.

my love story.

2009-02-28T00:52:00.000-08:00

maybe it's just what it is.

it's about us.
i don't care about what others say, not even a lil.

i cannot control the fact that my heart calls out for you.

istillloveyou.

2009-02-21T08:16:00.000-08:00

If i were a rich girl,
wait..make that,
If i were a bloody-rich-girl-who-printed-money, GOD HELP ME. I'LL GET THESE BABIES IN A JIFFY.

when modern-look is the way to go, R8 says it all.

When I'm feelin sporty-chic, get my Lotus Elise.

when I need to cruise up to formal meetings..

ride in my Bentley GT, we do it dual-coloured.

when I'm rollin around the streets to go shoppin,

have a seat in my Bugatti Veyron baby.

For those days when you hit me up for a drag or drift, hook up in the legendary GTR.

When I'm feelin superhero,

fly with me in my Pagani Zonda.
When I need my M lovin.. the crown says it all.

AND WHEN THERE IS NO NEED TO EXPLAIN,

MELT ME IN MY ORANGE LAMBORGHINI.

BURN IN MY REVENTON!

murci with contrasted interior to its black body.

I'll bring transformers to me.

Lemme look out my front porch....

the pure days.

my itsy bitsy Spyder.

we do feel blue sometimes, no?
every colour to match my every outfit.
cos I would love to go green.
maybe the back porch? Gallardos Galore.
GROWL!&!@&^@*#&*^@#

but, lemme check my pocket. *creek creek*

I'll settle for this baby, anytime.

WRX.
low skirting.
GT Wing.
exhaust which purrs soooooo low.
pink or glossy black.
chrome rims spinnin!

let's do above 1.6 baby!
*officially fainted*
(credits fo flikr.com)

boys can be soo like..

2009-02-17T05:30:00.001-08:00

------------.-------------

GROW UP!?

2009-02-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

Certified!
The dance course was great;hectic but at last with the cert..
oh my. the satisfaction is indeed like woah!

*cmon kids, follow the movement. lose your weight. float. let yourself go!*

sorry.

and now there's 4..
but I only need one.

2009-02-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

You make me smile.

Yes my favourite boy :)

My 8 year old lil jampalitan charming one.

Not being biased. No favoritism.

YOU'RE SOOO DAMN CUTE!!

heartbreaker when you're older. hurhur.

My Fav 8 Yr Old Boy.

For the first time I couldn't look a boy in his eyes when he called me pretty.*heart beats fast*

And it was him.

An 8 year old. HAH!

ARGH FAVOURITE!

DISCLAIMER: I AM NO PEADO OR WHATEVER OKAY. HE IS A CUTE KID. HAH.

MATURED FOR HIS AGE. AGAIN, NO DISGUSTING EMOTIONS OKAY.

HECTIC WEEK. SORRY. RANDOM OUTBURST OF HAPPINESS.

2009-02-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

You beautiful.
.... and you mine baby!

my establishment.

2009-02-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

i did it again.
wait, twice. did it twice this week.

there's just something with me and making my presence known in meetings right.
yes, meetings. not lil meetings in the canteen or staff room.

whole staff meeting in meeting rooms with principal and all that.

ohhhhh boy.

Su, YES. KILL ME NOW! I DID IT AGAIN! HARHAR.

for those newbies on the whole "Farah-the-girl-in-meeting-room-phase", lemme fill you in.

1- My very 1st time in a small meeting group with my fellow p2 colleagues last year. I was still new, heh. WHAT BETTER WAY to give another impression of me - I was being jampalitan, playing with my rubber crocs. Moving the back of my feet in and out,faster and faster till a sound (LIKE A FART) came out. o.m.g. THAT BROKE THE SILENCE.
My colleage hit my thigh and said "You fart ah?" - joking manner and in a you-dont-havta-be-shy-about-it tone. I was like OMG, NOOO! MY SHOES. Everybody was laughing and some were YEAAAH RIGHT. *i sink into my chair with a red face*

2- 3 mins later, I did it again.

3- In the staff meeting, the P was giving a talk. You know how I do in talks, no offence to the speakers but my brain does fly here and there when you tend to talk verrrrrrrrrryyyyy longgggggggg. So after she was done, RIGHT AFTER I HEARD THANK YOU and not knowing what she was talking about, i.. yes.... clapped. ONE VERY LOUD CLAP WHICH MADE...everybody else turn,*it was not not helping that I was at the back corner* I.stopped. The P went "Oh you wanna clap eh? CLAP LAAAH!!" WHICH MADE EVERYONE LAUGH AND CLAP AS WELL. *sinks into chair again*

4- Staff Meeting again. A fellow colleague cracked a random line about pidgeons. mind you, i am very sensitive with this animal cos of inside jokes. After he cracked the line RANDOMLY in a talking to himself kinda tone,I.snorted.
Thanks. again. in. the. silence. *again*

5- Staff Meeting AGAIN. Jampalitan Mode last Weds. Jason Mraz song stuck in my head, DON'T ASK WHY. The song he sang with the girl - lucky ; is it? Yeaaa, so I went singing or so, I thought I was just humming. I was doodling on my notebook. Suddenly, my friend turned as if she was looking for something, making swift left and right turns. My other friend - Yati went "IS THAT YOU???"- with a im-tryna-find-where-that-sound-is-coming-from-face. I was like oh. shit. she. heard. The friend who was turning dropped dead and said.."I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMEBODY'S HANDPHONE".
Chaos at my table.. and of course, there's the my-legs-going-everywhere.

6- I was really cold just now, we had another p2 meeting. I was extremely cold. I was shivering. REALLY. TEETH CHATTERING. The head was talking, I wasn't really focused. I was tryna keep myself warm when suddenly I heard "Before I start, ahem... are you cold?" OOOOOOPS. There he went, taking the controller and switching off the air-con for me. OOPS.

7- He said "make copies." and there i went THINKING OUT LOUD "HUH? MAKE KOPI?" Everyone.broke.into.laughter. "AY COPIES OF WORKSHEETS LAH. You want me to make kopi for you, just say."

OOOOOOOPS.
I foresee more to come.

yuck.

2009-01-30T23:20:00.001-08:00

i'm disgusted.

just utterly disgusted.
by you.

ergh!

ahoy.

2009-01-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

things to do by mid-Feb:

1) Shop. (d-u-h. This never gets outta the list!)
2) Curl hair into larger curls. (CANT WAIT. CANT WAIT. CANT WAIT.)
3) Adopt two pet rabbits.
4) Go full force on driving lessons.

Work has been love. A whole new class. A whole new start. Whole new naughty rascals with a lil pinch of innocence which makes me smile at the end of every single day. Altho tiring, well.. I can't think of any other job which I'd rather do where I love the 1st person I see (my lovely security uncles) to the last student i see when I leave the gates.

and perhaps you came as a sign.
a sign that i've been stuck for too long.

snappy 09.

2009-01-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

senior high, baby.

My BFCF Suhailah Anwar aka Muhammad Sulaiman/Sumailah/Sumi/Random Pidgeon on Road/Protector/Bodyguard/Immuned to my jampalitan-ness.

heh, hi. 0.0

3 best burrgedils. :)

Do not be deceived by his looks. He is very capable of pulling good ones on me. GRR.

Hello 09, insyAllah more to come. Time to reflect,eat some chocolates and dance; then, reflect again. Comin on 22 isn't funny.
Need to upgrade career.
Need own car.
Need *COUGHCOUGH*

& we just need to take a snap of us. grrrrrrrr. missmissmissmiss.

special.

2008-12-27T09:36:00.000-08:00

you just walked out of my dreams.

breathless.

Xmas 08

2008-12-25T07:42:00.000-08:00

on the other hand, my family went to Nanny's to celebrate Xmas 08. It was lovely. Very multi-racial I should say. Merci *Nanny's wonderful maid* had her friends over; such new friends I have.

Didn't take loads of pica-pica. Ate and ate. Sat by Nanny and listened to her stories and also of course,kacau-ing her. Hurhur.

The most beautiful moment was of course Daddy playing the guitar and Nanny singing a few Xmas songs on her bed while the whole family gathered around her and TRIED to sing. Her optimistic spirit is something I'll always want to pick up. Hee. Will upload the videos soon.

Girl talked with Stacey. Oh Boy, Aaron is a big boyy now huh. He was learning and picking up some guitar skills from Daddy.

That's it.

Hello Pressies! Harhar!

private time.

2008-12-25T06:52:00.000-08:00

there's just too much drama now. I need to sit back and maybe take a look at the scripts and adjust bits and pieces.
Bloody Hell.

Kinda sick of all this bull. Angsty Ain on board, Choooo Choooo.

to Boboy,you know you have all of us,always. Altho nobody will ever be able to replace your lovely wife and yet-to-be-born child, Allah has them in a better place. InsyAllah you will be able to see them again.. till then, your family will always be here for you. All those times we used to play with each other. I still remember playing catching with you at rumah Nyai's stairs 0.0 and me shouting "WHY DO PEOPLE CALL YOU BOBOY!?!". hmm, I still have the picture of us all wearing that boriah Mickey Mouse shirt*except mine was Minnie*, how we played with kitties. We will always pray for you =)

I really regret not knowing Kak Sadra or mingling much with her cos we didn't really meet up. =\ Never take anybody for granted. No, pls don't.

I have no comments about the man who was responsible for driving recklessly. Seriously, no amount of justice would be able to give back Boboy's life back. I just want to see him get served just for justice in this world. Other than that, I belive Allah will do the rest.

..and I really wanna stop lying about you and I.
I've been having dreams and my dreams, oh gosh.
One Sweet Day it shall be..
____ _____________ I miss you, you know?

XMAS POST COMING UP.

blush.

2008-12-15T05:47:00.000-08:00

hee.

wait, make that..

OMG OMG OMG OMG!?!?!?!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

teehee.

eeek.

2008-12-11T21:48:00.000-08:00

My itchy hands. My itchy brain.

I WANNA GO FOR THAT HAIRSTYLE.

I hear the salon callin me.

so much for wanting my natural straight hair back soon.

argh!

dilemma.

say what Makcik?

2008-12-10T19:56:00.000-08:00

from this, the trip has changed me into...

a wrong-coloured-skin Pocahontas dayak princess..

and also a mini exhibit. help.

modern ibans perhaps?

more to come.

in the spot.

2008-12-06T04:35:00.000-08:00

I'll be leaving on a jet plane.

&ohbloodyhell,Iamgonnamissyou. GRR.

It was special. You. Crowd. Me. You pointing in this general direction. OMG.

I felt like the only girl there. You made me happy, you always do! Har har.

what an emotional lookin piece of art! hurhur!

be back on Weds.
Happy Aidiladha.

the unexpected puddle.

2008-12-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

My softest spot is
my hair.
when a certain person talks likes it, I drop dead in the most puddle-iest form ever.

what more when that someone..
is a cute stranger.

made.my.week.

pop that.

2008-11-29T05:14:00.000-08:00

is it me or is the world going crassssssssy!? yes craSy.
such violence. such messed up ness.
ill never understand why people would go through the complications and tribulations of war when it's so DAMN FREAKING EASY TO SIGN peaceful stuffs.

ok done.

This week,I've been bonding well with my paternal side. I like. It's rare I really get to share time with em, usually durin Xmas and such.

This week just spells hospital for me.

Nanny, please get well soon and we can get you all bling-bling fied and cruise you in our new ride! luhh you!

it's true love conquers everything. There's no boundaries for me living in a multi religion family. That I like.

I am hungry. Craving fo McWings.

&toyou,fastercomehome? pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase.argh!

I WANNA DANCE WITH YOU TILL 6 IN E MORNING!*i need to lower my sugar intake*

Sean Garrett's voice is effin sexy-licious. hoohahh!

off the island.

2008-11-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

fo three days.

imissyoualready.

oyyvei.

give you some love.

2008-11-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

the whole night.

the whole morning.

with you.

i felt so near.

your voice.

your laugh.

your stare.

your snicker.

your STARE.

your voice.

did i say your stare?

you know how i like it even more with the cap on.

heartbreaker you.

i can't get enough.

whatever you say,sticks to me like glue.

whatever you text,stays in my inbox.

whatever we imagine,needs to get real.

whatever it is,you should know how i feel.

get on with it.

she knows.

he knows.

i need to stop lying about us.

i'm a happy jellybean.=D

Dear God,

2008-11-24T22:45:00.000-08:00

just let her be alright.

emergency breaaaaaaaaak.

2008-11-23T06:31:00.001-08:00

whatever it is, I need to hear it from the horse's mouth.

could you just lay it all out for me now!?

on the other hand, I am over the moon! Bringin em lil munchkins on a movie treat tomorrow & InsyAllah the car will be arriving too!

Allhamdulillah!

Daym, I really shoudve bought fries from MacD just now.

there you'll be.

2008-11-22T00:30:00.000-08:00

maybe only in heaven,ill get one? =x

Sentosa was off the shizzle! HARHAR. How coudn't it be? The 3 of us can crack some crazy antics; i bet all of you knew that. HEE. Imma skip the cliche bits like how peaceful Sentosa was & how lovely the attractions were. b l a b l a.

Basically after gettin lost initially & dropping at the wrong skytrain stop, we stayed at that daym place *the animal show area* from 2 to 6! YES, we wanted to watch just one show, butttt in the end.. THERE YOU GO.  THE WHOLE SCHEDULE WE STAYED FOR. Thus, we made friends with a Mr. Shahril! He's sooo funny! He's the misturr animal trainer who also eventually talked to us like friends and gave us even closer encounters with the show animals! 

The show wus THE BOMB! THE 3 OF US WERE TOO ON. WE SAT IN THE HOT SUN, IN THE FRONT SEATS WITH OUR BROLLEYS UP, SHADES ON FANNING AWAY. Yes,we're quite irritating like that.

We shouted and shouted. The other host MR JOSHUA! OMG PROPS TO YOU! HE WAS EFFIN ANIMATED! SUPER FUNNY! IVE A NEW IDOL!!

The animals were amazing,yall. The husky *THE SUPER CUTE ADORABLE THING WHICH I HADTA MAINTAIN NOT TO TOUCH;kena cold turkey* smelt Sha's bag. YEAP THAT NEAR. I guess Sha & Su died cos a sight of a chihuahua 2 km away would set their hearts in their mouths;what more a Husky in front of their eyes. HMM.

enuff about that. Lil Juicy details now.

- We were making fun of this guy and even gave him a name. SAMUEL WONG! HAH. turns out he's malay and eventually, he got his posse out and they started howling from a distance. oops. sorry, we don't pass digits to umm.. your kind.

-a happy grandpa smiled at us & even asked us qns about our day! YOUR SMILE GOES A LONG WAY GRANDPAPI! WE LUHH YOU.

-something about me; the monkey dropped his half-eaten berries on  my hand and the male parrot didnt wanna get off my arm. ouch.

-we saw tarzan. he was basking in the ambience,soaking in the sight that 3 ladies were staring at him; little did he know, those 3 ladies were mocking his every casanova-ish move. YOU GO BOIFRIEND!

-Sha has this new thing of stuffing her head when she cannot handle jokes(hmm,beats me.)

-Jamil.*slurp?*

-Arab/Brazilian tram guy. *extra slurrrrrp*

-"Samuel Wong" was everywhere we went to.

-We became friendly towards everyone.

-Seriously, Samuel was on a roll. He WAS everywhere.

-Su has a liking for rocks and will kill me if I don't sit on em.

-We looked like we were on high on the way home. I was in ngigau mood. Why you ask? Here, these were what i said

1)"Nanti,you all go Outram to jatuh?" *i meant to ask whether they will be DROPPING at outram on the way home.*

2)"I don't wanna walk there! Nanti kene balik-balik patah near the mats"

-Su falling at the MRT station. enuff said.

-Us being angsty with those youngins; so called cust service ppl. TSK! 

-I treatin the girls a cab ride home. HARHAR, i was too in ngigau mode!

Next up,island hoppin ladies?

*PSST,Alhamdulillah. I clinched the job fo next year=)*

MORE PICAPIC > UP MY MULTIPLY!

ohmygod.

2008-11-19T10:39:00.000-08:00

that, by far had to be

the
conversation
of
the
century.

thankyou.

*& OMG*

Miss Boss.

2008-11-13T05:46:00.000-08:00

I love her cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothing that's more sexy
Than a girl that want but don't need me
Young independent, yea she work hard
But you can tell from the way that she walk
She don't slow down 'cause she ain't got time

To be complaining, shawty gon' shine
She don't expect nothing from no guy
She plays aggressive, but she still shy
But you never know her softer side
By lookin' in her eyes....

Plus she got drive that matches my drive
Sexy Thang
She stay fly
All the while payin' the bills on time

Only kinda girl I want
Independent queen workin' for her throne

you work hard. i work hard too.
InsyAllah.
i wanna be complimenting yo swag,boyy.=)

s.o.s

2008-11-13T04:52:00.000-08:00

from my pr 3 boy who told his form teacher to pass it to me. :')

just a few random shots.
not biased-ness.

more up in my private album.

my kids made me cry in class.

kids really say the darnest sweeeeeeeeeetest things.

best part,
it's not the last day yet.

argh.

bye, so soon?

2008-11-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

the moment we spent outside class just now was soooo.. beyond words.

we rescued ants and even saw an ant dying*YES I FINALLY SAW ONE DYING NATURALLY.NOTE! I am not a saddist, just curious*.

We saw how the stronger ant picked on the weaker one.
They saw it as bullying.
They saw how the weaker one still fought back albeit its draining energy.
They cheered it on.
I told em to let the ants be & let nature take its place*how hard it was for me to look at animals killing*.
They said No! How could we let an ant suffer like this?! We cant leave it alone!

Lets put the ant out of its misery.
I told em,okay one step on it. Let it go with dignity?

We couldnt bear to watch Mr.Ant suffer anymore.
We let him go.

My story of my kids and the ants.

My kids have grown.
My kids have matured.
I am effing gonna miss my kids.
Tears welling up, the process starts now.

Trumpet Sounds.

2008-11-08T21:16:00.000-08:00

i have decided.

I wanna keep a pet rabbit!

I wanna reminisce the days i had my 3 bunnies and watched em grow into big balls of fluff.
i miss my babies.

I shall talk sense into my parents soon.
=D

Ok, obviously I'll keep two.
I can't bear the thought of just having one and depriving it of its bunny friends.

Imma try adopt em from those voluntary societies.Pics up there are some of the adorable bunnies that the House of R a b b i t s are puttin up fo adoption.
*SQUEALS*

1st, I need a huge cage which isn't cage-like at all.

ponder

2008-11-03T00:49:00.000-08:00

as angsty as i was,
ive learnt something.

ive been selfish.
ive been quite possesesive.

learning now has been quite a tad too late.
i/we should get accustomed to the whole new situation.
deny i shan't, it's been a struggling beginning..
to a unpredictable ending.

i shall say,
OH WELLS.

we mature day by day.
that's all i can say.

on the other note,
my class had 3 full marks fo Maths.
i basked in the ecstasy!

harhar.
Weds is meet-the-parents session.
why is it i feel like i'm the nervous one?
oh shiver me timbers..
help!

destiny.

2008-11-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

2008-11-01T22:16:00.000-07:00

i'll always have my girls.

you won the emmy for best actor, hands down.

i've got nothing more to say. i shant stoop down to your level.

i deserve to smile,for once.

whatever it is, if there was ever another she, she will never be me.

bye!

i can go through this, sorry to burst your bubble!

..

2008-10-31T07:10:00.000-07:00

I'VE TO START REALISING THAT YOU DON'T DESERVE MY LOVE.
YOU EFFIN DON'T DESERVE THE WAY I CRAWL BACK TO YOU.

CALL ME EGO.
WHATEVER.
BUT, I NEED A MAN.
NOTE: SOMEONE WITH HIS OWN BACKBONE.

YOU CHANGE AT EVERY STAGE OF YOUR LIFE.
AND BY FAR,
THIS IS THE WORST.

YOU'RE BECOMING SO UN-YOU.
WHATEVER YOU WANNA DO NOW, GO.
SCREW YOU.

IF I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH, TELL ME IN THE FACE DAYMIT.
IF I WASN'T WHAT YOUR DREAM GIRL WAS, EFFIN RUB IT IN MY FACE.

PERHAPS,
you should just run along and catch another one of em typical gurls.
fits you. =)

if you knew how much i sacrificed.
how much i tried pushing all your durrty play away.

was it worth it?

THIS AINT NOTHING TO PLAY WITH.

YOU REALLY S***.

YEA, I WENT THERE.

AFTERALL,
you're just a mat anyways.

ciao.

discreet passion.

2008-10-27T08:49:00.001-07:00

Baby steps.
You're my baby now.
I wanna take you places!

Alhamdullilah.

no goodbyes pls

2008-10-26T06:55:00.000-07:00

i would really like this very much.

need i say more? *oh gosh oh God*

Kenny Ortega is a genius.
tears.
i simply can't bear the fact that this is actually GOODBYE to HSM!

NOOO, tell me this isn't so.
I need to see my two fav people again.
two gorgeous people.
*Can i emphasize how purrty I think Vanessa is.
I say it once, i say it again boss.
& it's freakin rare for me to compliment a girl,
what more, recompliment her. pfft*

simply said, it's
speechless.

too strong.

2008-10-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

call me crazy.
however,Ive been gettin weird dreams.
super duper weird dreams.
which actually always seem to answer the questions bouncing up and down my mind befo I sleep.

seems like I can never fight this feeling off.
all of a sudden, my vision became so clear.
even you sang that.

you mentioned about the waitin part,
yeaah I'm doing that.
reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal bad.

i dont care how this may sound,
but i superduperubermissyoufreakinglyallot.

insyAllah~

on a brighter note,
my dresses are coming!!!!! =)

let's go to Africa and feel the wild cheetahs!

*omg omg omg omg HSM 3. THE ANTICIPATION. IT BURNS!!!!!*

trainbwaaaaawh.

2008-10-20T08:29:00.001-07:00

i gotta find you.

killin.me.softly.

2008-10-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

FADHIL FARID.
IS.
PRECIOUS.

*HYPERVENTILATES*
the colour. the number plate.
*dead*

i need some time to myself.
send me to Aussie now. ill get you a chocolate.

*still traumatized*

when you're home..

2008-10-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

we partied once we left our presidential positions.

we are pop art baby.

coming to your town real sooooon.

have you seen my grandaughters?

too much German history in me.

on air baby!

the princess. *coughcough*

hello museum

that annual thingy.

2008-10-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

the boys being much later than the girls.

the farhan discreetly snapping my boring face when everybody decided on watching P Ramlee.

the random snake eating hippo clip.

back-seat mania. *man,where's the video*

it is an annual affair baby.

more pics up on Multy.

berrgedils, 1st Sat of November.

our next arab st date!

momma?

2008-10-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

they're the ones taking the exams.

i feel the stress.

two of my unexpected kids had perfect scores for composition today.

my weaker kids progressed, they wrote at least! bliss!

i wanna hug em.

i'm soo proud of em.

what i say does gets into em.

next up,

english, maths and your MT kids.

Show the other kids how Miss Farah's kids roll!

sooo, this is how it feels to be a teacher?

i cant bear the thought that i might not see them again next year.

breathe, one. two.

2008-10-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

i hate it when you're busy.
you don't know.
but i do.
harhar.
selfish,sorry.

it's your job.
aiyeeenfarah,that's his job. HIS W-O-R-K.. that's how busy he'll get.
FOCUS!

your busyness is one of a kind. i am sorry..
i miss you.
=x

that's why i love being by your side.
literally.
i feel like it's just..
just a girl.
with
just a guy.

no moosic hooohah.
no this.
no that.

but,

just the boy that still makes my heart beat at a freaking speeeeeeeeeedy rate just by his stare.

i am not gonna lose it, neither do i wanna lose this.
kangen banget sama lo.

what i have.

2008-10-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

it feels good to be treated like that.
i somehow forgot that i should be treated like that.
you showed me.

i thank you.

special it was.
beyond words.

i have no words for it.

youmademyheartbeatfaster&sloweratthesametime.

on high.
you showed me VIP treatment.
exclusive.

they don't believe you.
they don't see.
but, what matters is that
we do.

till the next.
I know,you know.
hush.

THE NIGHT.

2008-09-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

ON HIGH. PERIOD.
I SWEAR, CARS! CARS; THE ONLY DAYM THING ON EARTH THAT CAN MAKE ME THIS HIGH JUST FROM A-FAR.

unpredictable race! amazing feat! OMG! need i say more!?

Hamilton in 3rd. No biggie. Still scored points for his total, he's still numero uno!

Kudos to Alonso. *tho i kinda dissed you in my previous post* beaufuful driving. mad props. salute you boy! from almost last to first! MAGICAL.

FERRARI!? WHAT HAPPENED?! SERIOUSLY!! THAT MASSA PIT-STOP INCIDENT. CLASSIC! GOT ME OUTTA MA BED THAT ONE! Can't really blame him can we? The green light was on, He DID have the right to go. Apparently, his men hadn't gotten the hose out! ouch! TOP IT OFF, THAT BIG HOSE HIT HIS MEN, DOUBLE OUCH. WE GOT A FREAKIN PISSED MASSA,OVER! Man, after that.. it was apparent it was game over for Massa + the penalty, WASN'T IT OBVIOUS! (Hammy did kick your butt,heehee)
Second case, the other Ferrari.... CRASHED. SAY WHAAAAAT? Incredible stunt that one.

Force India crash. I think he got distracted by Massa's turn. CONCENTRATION IS THE KEY I TELL YOU!

once again, astonishing race. crashes. safety cars were hot as well. the bloopers. OMG.

it's amazing how numero uno can fall right to the back after a slight error.

well anyways, LEWIS HAMILTON! 3RD STILL WONDERFUL BABY =) Amazing skills, popping his way to the front from 8th position. PROPS.
LOOKS+TALENT. DAAAAAAAAAAAYMM, marry me? HURHUR.

RESPECT TO SG! FOR BEING A GREAT HOST!
HOST MORE PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE!

cars. always make my night.
Lewis Hamilton, you really deserve a _______________ from me.

by the sides.

2008-09-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

YOU GOTTA KICK MASSA'S BUTT!!!

GO WISSY!!

that's lewis's new name for me. hurhur.

too bad for Alonso huh. bad engine that one.
we got a Renault down.

LEWIS MAKE ME PROUD!!
*Altho you already have*
but, let's show Ferrari and etc etc.. (well,mainly Ferrari)what you're made of.
right here in Sg, be the top boy!

you're the rookie they should be afraid of!
give em old timers sumthing they'll remember!
aaaaaaaaaah!!

rookie or no rookie,
you're my cookie.
HAHA

*wears my Lewis shirt and cheers for you!*
ill be your cheerleader.
your supporter!
your everything!
*ok crazy talk*

LET'S WIN THIS THING!!
McLaren's in this thing!!
*sorry Lambo, just this once ok*

aaaaah the excitement!!

ps: happy 15th burfday Tiffany! no matter what, Lewis is still mine! =D

no joke.

2008-09-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

*Credits to yahoo google search again*

You just got to marry me now.

i swear.

you can drive.

you drive well,freakin well.

you're _____.

you're super __________.

& you make me wanna __________________.

OMG!

YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME that you look this good.

Your Hugo boss ads = killed me and makes me wanna ___________.

tweet tweeet.

Lewis Koenitz sounds better you know. ;)

i'm going psychotic.

KEEP ME SANE PEOPLE!

beyond words.

2008-09-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

soo, read this with lots of

"omg. omg. omg."

*dead*

(hyperventilating)

*pinching, hittin Su's hands*

(loss of breath several times)

i say this once, i say it again..

hot rides. better than boys. (sometimes 0.0)

i'm gonna ride like em big boys do.

Egyptian in the night.

2008-09-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

the mess.

uno familia.

something funky about that design.

Went Al-Majlis for iftar last night with the PID bunch. Khai-egypt couldn't' make it last minute. Ohwells. Each individual got lost tryna find the place coz the FARAHS booked the place 1st. I put on my Dora the Explorer outfit, that was why I succeeded in finding the place. HURHUR. Had Muhammaz; the lamb - super delicious! I reckoned they gave me the whole daym lamb tho. *after eating for 45 mins, the whole PILE of lamb meat looked like a whole full serving*

Food aside. The laughters and jokes we shared while sitting like buat-rumah-sendiri-mode. The thing is everyone was sooo comfy with each other and it was a reaaaal family kinda thing. That I like =)

Funky waiter i must say. HAH. His angsty-yet-cute kinda tone towards me. "NO ICE-CREAM" "NO DESSERT". That was scary 0.0 like he knew what i was thinking. His expression when he tested the sheesha was classic. All of us should've taken a pic with him. New best friends?

OH words cant put down how much all of you put stress of ma shoulders! I WANT ANOTHER DATE PLS!

numero quatre

2008-09-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

you know that you're special.

four years. snap. poof. kaboosh.

i have this facade on, mind you. it ain't easy.

seems you're doing pretty fine.

kudos.

they say "Keep your options open."

i'll try.

even if, even so, it's true..

not now.

not so soon.

lemme breathe.

career.

car.

cash.

God.

then, i'll check back on you.

P.S: Keep in Contact.

sometimes, a girl just needs to know that you're a sucka for her;only her.

please?

2008-09-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

according to my calculations, i'll save my money this month due to fasting month.

due to my monstrous appetite, much moolah will be saved due to many-eating-at-home-buka sessions.

hence, i have extra money. right?

sooooo, i am allowed to get two dresses right?

arent i? pleaaaase.

it's tough to convince someone to let you shop.. but..

it's torture to convince yourself that you can splurge.

help.

they got me singin.

2008-09-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

cos girls' lovin never fails.

boyyy, whatchu missin now?

and....

boyy, whatchu waitin fo?

it's like you know too much.

2008-08-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

&.. it never felt sooo real before.

*credits to yahoo search engine. =D*

all mine.

2008-08-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

brother bought all these for me & surprised em on my bed! like that was too gooooood enough to be true; of course being the brother that he is.. price tags were left on & so were the receipts.

-_-

nonetheless,thaaaaanks abang-bonch for all my lil ponies!!

what a way to end that magical night.

Teacher's Day 08.

a blast.

so touched.

overwhelming emotions.

hugs.

gifts galore.

i know now, teaching is what i need to do.

ilovemysamdols.

i can't stop my heart from callin you.

my mayo 21st pre-bday bash!

2008-08-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

happy burfday Augusto Babies! *except for the 2 lil gurlies, kpo that one*

Tinthur has a new friend now!

the wet ones.

where do i begin!?

the massive manhunt for food to cater to all the monsters *me being number 1 of course* with the boy; which resulted in pathetic tiffs like "I want prawns lah!", "Get the bigger tray lah!", "I'd rather use this/that". quite cute. not bad.

imma keep this rather short and mayo-fied. pics are much nicer visuals for you to feel the momento.

my organizers; Fa'ie (formal this one), Chikon, Ayu and I were from Ayu's gathering the food to the place where the whole daym journey seemed like we were migrating to Mexico. To think Ayu's place is just 5 mins from P.R Park. The rain killed us. We,bein smart, didnt bring brolleys -_- walked in the rain with tons of food, often stopping to take a breather in the rain. By-standers in the pondok must have watched a nice show. I thought my BBQ wasnt gonna happen. The rain was killin machine. NOBODY was allowed to say the R word(rain). He/She would be severely dealt with otherwise.My other 2 khakis, Su & Fi were already there & I CAN NEVER SAY THIS ENUFF, THANK U SU/WAK JOE for the shelter! The shelter was being funny also. Metal parts falling randomly, killing our faces, legs. Quite funny. Somehow, Mr R subsided and we continued working on the fire! *more like the boys*

Thank you Nad for bringin your awesome nasi goreng from BoonLay-sia. Must carry passport kan to travel thaaaaaaaat far? love you!

One by one, my bergedils came all eating the nice awesome foooood! Thank you everyone who came,seriously =)

Had a surprise of my life when suddenly flames came outta nowhere and awwwww, a lil cakey for me. THANKS FOR THE SABO. mayo in the nostrils, tomato in my eyes. Make-up all vanished. Make-up remover that one.

We all had so much fun sabo-ing each other *mo like the 4 cousins* and all my friends stayed away from me. I was too mayo-fied.

New bonds being created (very funny faizal this one). Old bonds strengthened. I love everyone who came.

You're still there for me =) friends and pham, and of course the misturr. Thank you thank you. I can never thank you ppl enough =') THE PRESENTS ARE A KILLER BTW. thank yoouuuuuuuuu! killer in the best way possible =)

i don't think i mentioned everything here. words don't do the whole daym day justice.

once again, thanks for all the crazy,wet,mayo,laughter,hugs,kisses.

it was defin, the way to start being 21.

*more pics up on my multiply*

ENOUGH!

2008-08-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

*picture credits to www.mylittlepony.com please*

& that's all i want for my birthday. *besides a million bucks and a hot pink Lamborghini Gallardo.. Pharrell...OK!* just one. purrty please *bats bubbly eyes and awaits to be slapped 10 secs later*

i bought Cuppee & Badek two lil ponies. i guess i just did that to relieve myself coz i just cannot resist these ponies ever since i wus 1!!!

argh!

yeah. it was me playing and combing their beautiful hair after the gurls unwrapped the gifts. my heart was beating soo fast admiring these toys, no idea why. such a connection 0.0

lil ponies. sighhhh. i've always wanted my very own chestnut stallion with a white star on her forehead which I'll name "Hazel". Don't ask. Childhood fantasies do stay.

I WANT THE PLUSH TOY!

I WANT I WANT I WANT!!

Cuppee and Badek, you better take care of your lil ponies.

OH! I was playin with the lil ponies with Cuppee. Here's the convo to wrap up this fairytale-like entry. Hey, there's a 3 yr old in all of us ok!

*Cuppee's pink pony was knockin on "my" white pony's crib. Background, Cuppee's pony's name is Rarity(the rareness burns) and so we've both established that. She knows. I know. So...*

Cuppee: Knock knock!

Me: *Yawns* OH! My friend is here! Lemme wash up! *siaper memorize* (mimics washin face at tap sound) WHO'S THERE?

Cuppee: *confidence and slang* MARYPAVAR.

Me: !??!?!?! WHAT!? *explodes into laughter*

Cuppee: Not funny. MARYPAVAR!

Me: *cannot tahan and tears up with laughter*

Cuppee: *just join laughin coz .... 'Ain was so into it*

props to the kid. what can i say? the girl loves exotic-asian sounding names.

oh. i still want the plush toy!

e.v.i.l

2008-08-10T05:44:00.001-07:00

Picture credits to: the answers in Google's Search Engine. *hurhur.*

i think we are the epitome of evil.

no, make that THEY.

i do not want to be associated with human of such low level of humanity or even the slightest drop of respect for life.

oh God, please help all the poor animals.

i can't bear to put anymore pictures. too heart-breakin. what did they ever do to us?

sighh.

why can't they just cherish the fragile lives around us?

THE EARTH DOESN'T BELONG TO US, LET ALONE YOU! you b______.

argh!

well whatever it is,i'll always love all the animals and i'm sorry you havta live with beastly-like objects around you.

e.v.i.l

2008-08-10T05:44:00.000-07:00

SNAP SNAP.

2008-08-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

when my love-for-camera comes in handy. i love professional photo taking sessions. hurhur. vainest CHER i swear.

From top left: Miss Farah, Miss Munirah, Miss Sha, Mr Tan Wei Qiang, Miss Nurulhuda, Mdm Lim Li Lian, Miss Anuradha D/O S. Krishnan

From bottom left: Mrs Paramjit Singh, Mdm Noraini, Mdm Chong Fei Ming, Mr Mohamad Azreen

PICTURE CREDITS TO SENG KANG PRI SCH WEBSITE AND KLAZ FOCUS CO.

& like wow. i finally have my name outside my form class.

like woah~

i feel sooo BIG.

i love my 27 samdols.

altho they're 90% of the reason i am havin this major sore throat now.

altho they're 99% of the reason i scream in class,constantly reminding em to keep quiet.

one day, *thanks to PMS + anger* i got super duper garupa angry that i,myself had a shock that my anger could elevate to such a level.

my class wrote apology letters and passed em to me later on in the day.

that was enough to tear me up.

the sweetest things in life are defin the simplest things.

ill try scan the letters when i have e time but the letter that caused me to really smile wus

" I am sorry i cause you so much pain. I wish you could forgive me.

Love, Darren"

such lovenotes.

from a primary 2.

i wanna help em excel.

cos they can.

all the way now!

Miss Farah loves all of you.

*tear tear*

My Week.

2008-07-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

I love being a teacher.
It makes me happy.
I love working with kids.
Kids make me happy.
I scold them when they are naughty.
When they are good, I praise them.

*imagine marking 27 pieces of essays written in such short cute sentences. it burns*

haaaaaaaro world.
it's been ages. i've been in my utmost busiest period of my life;adjusting to the new label i've been given.
well, what can i say.. I LOVE BEING A TEACHER!
LIKE HELL YEAHHHHHHH.

kids are wonderful. i love how the naughty ones listen to me. i love how they draw "i love you" and pass it to me during class with their mentel faces.
&..
boys will be boys.
be it 8,18 or 28.
-_____________________-

some primary 5 boy gave me this super lewd remark. like omg.
i wanted to just &!^@&!@^&!... but breathe...
small boy.. small boy..
breathe..
i didn't even know he was capable of sayin that!

& of course, there are those mentel ones.
although,they are like half my age. -_-
there are the weird girls as well. hah!
& there are the cute *kechiiiiiiiiik aje* ones that you just wanna scrunch em up in your bag when nobody's lookin.

& another amazing feature about myself I discovered is that ;i love teaching the EM3s. they are really a great bunch of kids. i love how open they are. 0.0 sooo cute.

i scream at rude ones.
i cant stand rude-ness in young ones! argh!
i am fierce like that. i scream till my heart beats faster.

i had my observation that day and Alhamdulillah,it went superb =)
i am able to take my class officially as their form teacher. =D

can't really think of anything more.
... but i really love what i do now.
and i wanna do this for a long time....

& OH OH!
I TOOK A CLASS PIC! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE RESULTS!
hee.
how cute when my lil boy ran to the class i was relieving and said
"Miss Farah, Miss Farah.. come take picture with us!"

cream of the crop..
this abdul boy..
"Miss Farah, do you know I love you very much as my teacher?"
*All melt now*

& yes, Nala is gone =(
back to where she came from.
I had a feelin.
I hugged her the night before.
I knew she knew that I wus with her.
No matter what, you will always be my jampalitan-on-ganja lil baby.
The look you gave me the night before, my deur.. I knew it wus time.
I still turn to my right when heading to the kitchen; cos there's where your cage used to be.
I still randomly go to the fridge to take some green vegies for you, only to realise you're not here.
Nala, we will meet again InsyAllah.
You're mo than a hamster..you know that.
You're family baby.

halt

2008-07-06T00:37:00.000-07:00

everything i wanted to spill here...

every exciting cute thing my student did..

every naughty rude response they had...

i can't write em down.

cos my Nala is sick.

till she's better... will i be able to focus.

oh Nala.. please get better.

iloveyou.

we got a lost teacher. over.

2008-06-21T07:48:00.001-07:00

note(s) to self:

these show that you are still in twilight zone and must get back to school mode before your jakun-ness and blur-ness make u a fool in school.

1) you zone out and stare in space while the Principal is givin a motivation lecture, start doodling misturr smiley and comot-cat on the notes and fiddle with your hp; settin you back to secondary days when you actually did that while your teacher was discussing on the importance of how to balance a freakin balance sheet only to realise 5 secs later "SHOOTS! this isn't class! i'm actually a teacher/staff/"non-student" here in the school"

2) you drop your hands and open your mouth in awe when the National Anthem was being tested on the P.A system and in amazement, you said "I MISS THIS SONG!!" in public.. OUT LOUD.

3) 20 secs later, you tried reading the pledge in your heart wondering and hoping you remembered all the lines, IN ORDER.

4) you hang out with other teachers, feeling like you can't really say anything.. realising "SHOOOTS*again*. these are my colleagues."

5) your heart skips a beat looking at the cheap prices in the canteen and actually had a hard time tryna get off from the canteen bench after eating. "oh how much ive grown." (WELL,it's more to the in-awe look you had on your face lookin at the canteen stalls & OMG i need not Q now. the perks.)

WAKE UP NUR'AIN FARAH! WAKE UP!!

ohhh how retail therapy works. 2 dresses + a bag.

loves.

on a Lamborghini..

2008-06-19T01:05:00.001-07:00

i wanna cry.

yippeedoo

2008-06-18T20:19:00.000-07:00

last day of work.

no comments.

some people making it soo hard for me to leave. bleargh.

some making it an easy peasy job to leave!

get outta ma face *!@#*(.

two-faced racists hyporcrites are not welcomed in my Book of Friends, or even Scribbles of Nice People. YUCK~

on the other hand,

tomorrow is the start of something new!

stationery shoppin. never knew i would get so hyped up over buyin a pencil-box.

this means excitment. this means love!

i am on the right track!

heeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaveho!

anyways, people always say "ignorance is bliss".

i beg to differ.

ignorance is somewhat killin me inside, deeply & SLOWLY.

omg. just tell me your true intentions!

you're pullin me in slowly.

i love the way you make me smile. if only you knew.

i want a bengal kitty!!!!!

exotic lookin felines. i like. i heart! sooo nang-nang. c'mere kitty!

talk about lack of feline therapy.

i need my cats! they're ubiquitous. i can't help it can i.

quite.

2008-06-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah.

i got the teaching position!

my very own form class.

my very own kids to nurture.

my very own lil munchkins to teach about the world.

i'm feelin scared.

somehow.

help.

but nihoooos,

i can my fantasy back!

call me Teacher Farah!

hurhur.

*gooooood mornin class!*

yes!

i can use my all-time fav line!

"don't make Teacher Farah bite you!"

I MISS THOSE CATS LIKE !(*@#(*!(#@*(!* MUCH! ARGH.

='( Diego, Murcielago, Sidka & Chomott-one.

2008-06-15T05:31:00.001-07:00

you ignore the slightest things.

you treat this like a freakin joke.

you don't think.

you prioritize yourself.

worst part,

i am stuck.

argh!

i havta stop lying to myself.

one day, one fine day...

my very own please.

2008-06-10T08:05:00.001-07:00

and i have you. the very closest i'll ever get to.

bliss.

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhyyyyiiiiipppppeeeeeeeedoooooo!!!!

Pharrell Williams = Misturr Perfecto.

2008-06-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

& i'm saving all the messages you sent,

tryna read between the lines.

Parents' Day

2008-06-02T18:16:00.000-07:00

booyah!
all the months of prep work & scurrying around here & there to recce for items all boiled down to 1st June - Parents' Day at Anchorvale CC's rooftop.

what can i say?
AMAZING! FUN! LAUGHTER WAS THE MAIN FORM OF COMMUNICATION THAT NIGHT.

the venue was splendid. price was reasonable to me. Thanks to all our sponsors! it was the MAIN source of help for us and our event went out with a boom!

how can you not laugh like a hyena when the theme for the night was KAMPUNG. (oh, we had this "speak Malay" thing) -_-
burns. i tell you. I WAS PRETTY SILENT THAT NIGHT. who would've guessed.

being gamemaster for some stations in the telematch, i found my members "cheating".. so i shouted "CHEAAAT CHEAAT!".. only did i realise, daym i havta speak in Malay..
soo i went..... for....... 10 seconds....... thinkin.... whaaaaaaaat the heeeelll is CHEAT in Malay.
AHHHH TIPU!
by the time i figured it out, the game ended. -_- forget it.

yeaaah. OH OH! i created nametags for the organizers to wear. heeheee. *smirks* My name hadta be Putih. -_- Su = Pe'ah, Ayu = Melur, Chikon = Intan Payung, Bik = Cempaka & Izzah = Bulan (burns)

how can you not love a crazy night when you see your aunts/uncles/parents go crazy reminiscing their oldern days, havin pride in playin kampung games & of course, receiving hampers & gifts.

ill let the pics talk mo! ill upload all the pics on multiply when i get home tonight baby!

now i am thinkin, should i rent that place for my Bday Party. it's wonderful i tell you. the view when the sun sets.. breathtaking!

playin ye-ye. *is that how you spell it?*

goli.

he hadta be the mama-man who sells kacang putih.

beaufuful, aint it.

who could resist?

parents. =D

mama feelin hindustan scene.

the modern. the conservative. the mentel. (that's what they said)

chikon wusnt ready! op op!

set go.

the flowers bonded us.

lovely, yes? wanna make orders, lemme know!

oops.

mummy!

2008-05-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

i think all my friends are going thru this phase.
well if not em, most def ME!

argh!
i think the motherly instincts are kickin in. super.
why you ask?

well, i've already decided what to name my son. hee insyAllah. daughter? in the process.
ohhh if Allah blesses me with twins.. masyAllah.. how beautiful that would be!
their names have to evoke a sense of sophisticationnn. hurhur. . & not forgettin, they need an ' in their names and they need to have 3 names. =) follow mummy.

oh gosh! am beamin with joy just lookin at the marvellous list of beautiful names that i can use to name *GASP* my own kids?!

i can imagine.
lil kiddies runnin up to me screamin "mummy mummy!''
the lil munchkin who's shy of strangers in a family gatherin and wanna hide in *GASP* MY ARMS!
the lil tot that i'll hold his/her lil hand and dress him/her up oh so cutely!
Timberland most def.. top of the list!
omg.. just the thought of bein a mom excites me!

(but the thought of going through labour... MOTHER!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!)
but it'll all be worth it. insyAllah.

I AM OOZING WITH EXCITEMENT WITH THE NAMES I HAVE IN STORE FO MY FUTURE LIL JUNIORS.. but i don't wanna publicise em. *feelin copyright. ;)*
ask me & ill letcha know! hee!

OH HOW WOULD MY KIDS LOOK LIKE!?
I WANNA BE A GOOOOD MOM!
& InsyAllah, it would be yours and mine jampalitanboy. =)
insyAllah...

very family emotional feelin this one.
dont get disgusted. i AM growin up.

*starts countin the years*
aaaaaaah. motherly instincts. bein 21 (going to be) is really strikin hard on me!

no, seriously.. how would they look like?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

it's a wrap.

2008-05-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

leavin on a jet plane.

they wanted a mom-daughter pic, adorable.

it's history baby.

how i roll. hurhurrrrr.

sisters.

AF. RH. FA.

tired yet jampalitan.

strip off the gown!

the 4 year fours. hoogasakah.

parents feelin cute. bestfriends feelin smiley at the back.

mi familia. =) *mind the eyes*

*pics are in totaaaaally reverse order. too tired to re-arrange so please on brain to reverse mode. thankin ya.

one night.

one night to show the world we achieved what was thought to be impossible; the black and white on a lil piece of paper.

the night you felt soo much closer to your bestfriends than before.

what's a better way to go than repeatin a year and graduatin with your best friends?

nothing.

the satisfaction of watching you and your friends grow.. *ok plus embarrassment not to say the least* is simply amazing.

truly the night to give your parents the beam of satisfaction after spendin sooo much on your education and their constant reminders of sleepin early when you're still up with your daym project at 3 am.

it's a special night.

but you weren't there. i couldn't feel as happy.

on the bright side,

IT'S A WRAP!

BOOOOYAH.

we graduated but we will not be separated oh deur friends.

let's hold hands tighter than before.

PS: Nadiah.. we need to take pictures! =\

Raudhah Hanim & Farah Ashykin, love you bergedils like craaaazypoo. never leave me.

emotional.

period.

SOS

2008-05-21T19:48:00.000-07:00

yet again, ill never comprehend those who have the intelligence that God has bestowed upon all of us yet, indulge in sinful gruesome acts which fuel intense rage within me. i swear.

in other words,
you/he/she/they...

BODOH LIKE HELL!

SERIAL CAT KILLER ON THE LOOSE.

ill track you down,i swear..
you bloody well know God has plans for you..

argh!

for this moment.

2008-05-21T18:06:00.001-07:00

i am graduatin.

in less than 24 hours. *ok not really but you get the picture*

i'm gonna start cryin.

i need to charge my digicam tonight. full mega blown to the max optimum battery power.
(we woudn't want this day to go photo-less right!)

i need to iron my red dress.
i need to season my red heels.
i need to set my hair.. and i don't know how.
i need to.... errrrrrr...... find a proper clutch bag that would go nicely with that massive gown suit -_-.. (maybe we'll all look like lil elves parading. that would be cute)

what else.
OH YES, i need to start breathin in and out deeply and try to balance on heels befo i trip and fall on stage which will make me popular (yeay) but, in the wrongest way ever.

maybe i need Rifa'ie to buy me a Lamborghini too.
thats' it.

DEEP BREATHS AIN. DEEP BREATHS.

mommy&daddy will be there.
so will brother&sister.
wish i could put Nala on a leash.

THE HELL!?!?

2008-05-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

from Yahoo news today, of all things..

THIS caught my eye.

Iceland okays 2008 whale hunt.

SERIOUSLY.

817#*(&!@*(#&*&!*@&*!(@(*!&@*(!&@^#^#^^#^#!!!!!

sighhh.
i wanna put all the whales in my pocket now!

oh Allah,please save those lil whaleys.

run. swim away! RUNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

soccer is sport.

basketball is sport.

THIS isnt sport.

i wanna upload picsy but blogger is bein a meanie. will get back to it. ohhh gruesome images.

love notes.

2008-05-18T07:09:00.001-07:00

ayat-ayat cinta.

simply speechless.

you cannot watch that movie without huggin a pillow and without the aftereffect of wanting to act in an indon movie.

*well for me at least*

sighh.

it is true.

jodoh is Allah's secret.

up to us to search for it.

He speaks to us in many ways..

we don't see it.

God.

i love that show.

indon movies...... sighhhh.

love notes.

2008-05-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

it's bursting.

2008-05-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

i freakin can't wait fo graduation day.

period.

SOS

2008-05-16T00:19:00.000-07:00

i am sooo freakin worried at wok.

my mind is not focusing.
i think Nala read my blog and merajok-ed.

she freakin escaped her cage. AGAIN.
now hiding, where else but under the washing machine.

& this time, SHE IS NOT COMING OUT!
(i reckon her mafia underground activities are happenin there. OOP)
ive been callin my house, irritating my parents on the lates updates on my missin hammie.

my mom saw her but i guess she cannot join the Miami Animal Police.
me: mom, found Nala?
mom: tadi dier ader sebelah mom *cos the washing machine's in e kitchen & mom wus cookin i guess*.. dier tengok mom, duduk beside and look at me
me: *EXCITED* SO SHE'S IN E CAGE ALREADY LAH!? YOU CAUGHT HER?!
mom: errrrrrr, mcm tak geli uh gitu.

-____________________________________-
back to square one.

we got a missing Nala.
over.

i find the male species weird.

2008-05-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

& so before i start ranting about cliche mundane routines and what i did from time A and who i saw at Place B and what he wus doing to Person C which made Person D felt Feeling E...

i'll just summarise this post.

gurls = emotional or should i say, very in touch with our emotions. hee.

it's called bestfriendship when you read your bestfriend's blog & get teary when she's happy right?

bleargh~ my emotions are on a horse carriage bound to the West, i tell you.

on a brighter sunnier side of things*insert random schoolboy bringin in cut-out cardboard picture of a sun on a drama stage here*, moolah's in! went shopping with newlyfound twin Sha (i still don't get it but we have been asked by many STRANGERS mind you, whether we are sisters).. anyways, went shopping!!!!!! NOW, that never goes wrong baby.

you are confusing me boy. why why why!! why the msg. why now!! argh~

anyways, i miss sweet special moments with misturr jampalitan. work work work for me now. school school sekolah for him now. bleargh. ill just breathe in now and wait fo another 5 mo years till i can strap you down and put you in my pocket.

oh, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah & have 5 cats who will be treated like lil princesses and knights and will be allowed to sleep with me on the bed and have pretty beds to sleep on and cute collars.

meow~

some old captured still moments which i truly crave for again.

i want my nala. now.

nala is like on weed or sumn. she scatters her food all ard her cage, must be hiding the stash somewhere i guess. i think she's runnin a secret mafia grp and the ants are her lil gunmen. & maybe they call her fat tony-belle. hmmm, AIN FOCUS.

hyper-fied.

his i-am-irritating face.

i got your back ok ah-boy? =D

bye.

circle of lav.

2008-05-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

headed back to oooooooold school yesterday with bergedils to collect graduation gown. snapped pics at almost every second. GOD! we put the paparazzis to shame. anyways, i think random works for us. we met Fadz,Liyah even! & our other two friends Emily & Mei Jing popped outta nowehere too! hurhur.

circled around TM & CS like vultures. everyone searching for footwear that seemed like precious treasure buried deep in the forbidden islands. i swear, it is tough for a girl to buy shoes.. NOW put 7 girls together. the horror begins. legs got sooo tired, i felt like a pregnant woman with sore feet; not that i know how it feels to be pregnant tho. 0.o

oh yes, the topic of the day wus super -________-

never had i been checked out like that by girls. 0.0

i am leading the competition! 0.o

ill show you how to shake.

the boy accompanied me too! searching for stuffs for Parents Day is like woah. i feel like a spy somewhat. crowd burns. burns burns burns. being very jampalitan in the bus and blasting my mp3 in both our ears, we mimick-ed hiphop videos. HURRHURRRRRRR. i think he got scared of my 3 6 9 mafia face. & YOU GOTTA DO IT SLOW MO MISTURR. hurhur. did nonsensical random hand signs in slow mo wus definitely a killa. spastic hands wus wut it looked like. you always see my horrendous.com.sg side; you know how i do.. eeeek.

fo shizzle.

drop that big mama.

let's get away baby!

2008-04-30T15:03:00.000-07:00

Planning a quiet respite away from the city? Try island-hopping! Head down south to the offshore islands – Kusu Island, St John's Island, Sisters' Islands and Pulau Hantu!

$15 per head.

Interested? Lemme know!

like omg. island hopping. yeay!

when will i be a millionaire?

2008-04-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

arnold-ing.

she enjoys biting the cage. seriously.

meet nala-excited-to-see-camera-ponyok-face.

walltowall.

and that's my baby. munching away. very ponyok that one.

this might be a long post. hurhur. it's still earlyearly in the morning now, at work.. practically not much to do for NOW. soo, GST offset $ banked in yesterday. wus in 7th heaven for a moment that one. still the issue of budgeting is still there due to commitments. HURHUR. well, not really.. i just need a new hp that's all!

speaking of phones which reminds me of telephone lines which reminds me of my hp which reminds me of what i wanna say. sorry am not focusing.

the freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaking ex is still contacting me. a-r-g-h. & stupidly, i accidentally picked up the phone due to the unknowness of the call's identity. sooo feeling superhero, i just stood up to him and asked him why in the world is he still contacting me -___- to add on to the whole drama indon feelin, he's in freakin taiwan. & THANKS NOW I GOTTA PAY FOR INCOMING OVERSEAS call. you owe me, big time. guys are getting sooo egoistic, it's raising onto a level of scaryness rather than shut-up-before-i-slap-you-with-my-bag-level. sighh, hes sendin me weird msgs and apparently, misturr abubu here doesnt wanna give up and doesnt care that i have my significant other. -__- BOYS. before anyone gets hurt, maybe i should move to Africa and raise crocodiles. wait for me on Discovery Channel people.

enuff about nonsense boys, yest Sha and I headed to bugis/arab st as i had to recce for materials for the upcoming Parents Day. the lowdown on the 411 is that we bought a top each and for me, i bought a flair 3/4 skirt which ive been dying to have since the caveman days. so much for getting slippers; which FYI i still do need. grr. anyways,caucasian men -_____- were being very very weird. the "hi''s were scary enuff to scare me away to Timbuktu. well, wus a fun fun night going out.. cmon do this with ppl.. *twinkly fingers* SHOPPPINNN!!!

and OH! i brought home a piece of my P.Diddy's fragrance home! i looked like some suspicious person sniffin on some piece of paper in the train.

psssh we got a 54-89. over.

ok i shall tie up my bank acc now and perhaps dance a song or two on top of my table now.

boom shakalakaka!!!!!

tomorrow i cannot wait fo tomorrow! TP.. the 3 jampalitan bergedils are going to rocccccccccccccck you!!!!!!!

sorry. feelin big that one.bye.

sinful pleasure.

2008-04-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

i know i shoudn't have.

i reaaaaaaallllly shoudn't have.

but i did.

now, i am addicted.
help.

omg,
i shoudn't have sprayed P. Diddy's UNFORGIVABLE Fragrance for Women.

DAYMIT.
THE SMELL IS STILL ONE ME. ON MY CARDIGAN..
& IT GOT ME BAD!!!

DAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDY I WOULD LIKE WANT ONE BOTTLE PLS!
=D

daymit.

2008-04-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

i wanna be a teacher.

baaaaaaaaadly.

that's like the only thing in life i am super confident that i wanna pursue.

daym it.

why can't they send me a letter.quick.

acceptance letter that is.

SIGH.

i miss being called teacher.

i miss havin fun with students. hmm.

i miss teachin. period.

GOSH!

GRR.

& grad day is comin. wow. like finally.

the 3 bergedils are like graduatin.

main qn is.." WHAT TO WEAR?"

daym. i wanna wear a cheongsam. can?

why must they sell it too short. slit burns. hurhur angst.

it WILL be an emotional event; i swear.

but one confirmation is fo sure,

THE CAMERA WILL BE MY BEST FRIEND!!

grad day grad day.

i can't wait. labour day will be going down sch to grab the gown. woo gown!

i am bored.

my head went dizzy suddenly.

why.

i need rest.

i wanna go to the beach and sleep.

or maybe i just want $1000 to spend.

whatever.

I NEED MUSIC.

apparently, IMEEM is down and i am stuck listenin to the office's 90 fm classics.

"i cant get nooooo satisfaction"

it's on right now.

ohhhhh id rather be dancing on top of the photocopy machine for now!

anyways,

come to mami!!

when i know i mean more.

2008-04-18T02:11:00.001-07:00

i have waited for so long...

for this.

always be there.

2008-04-17T02:21:00.000-07:00

..... and suddenly i am havin this warmth mushy wushy gushy fushy feelin thinkin about the boy who took my number....

4 years ago....

iloveyoularifa'ie.

the chicken and bubble tea drama

2008-04-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

cos best friends wanna talk about graduation but end up taking pictures on a bad hair day and an oily-face drama episode.

.. and of course..

eatin non stop hits. don't give me that stare when i ask you for a spoon at the dining table Raudhah Hanim.

and family day it was.

2008-04-13T18:21:00.001-07:00

breath taking view from the rooftop CC.

bbq ones.

we love fooooooooooood.

we forgot there wus a car door in between us making the pic look rather weird. -_- oh! that's Kak Lin btw; new addition that one.

we got rid of the door and baaaaam!

chikon says "aiyeen crasy". i say no, look at the jampalitans beside me.

hmm.. it would have been a nicer shot if...
my eyes were opened -__- darn.

i like this o.0

shaky a lemon this one.

once i reached till the time Abg Herman was halau-ing us to get off the mats, i wus eatin. yes. i wus toooooo hungry. argh! BBQ food! such delicacies. chicken. corn.hot dogs. potatoes. wadeh wadeh prawn things. . . and so much more!!

planned for upcoming Parents Day (yes, we realised we only did Mother's Day; sorry Dads.. this one's for you too). As per norm, Bibik got the normal ppl to be in the commitee. Venue: insyAllah be bookin this open rooftop at Anchorvale CC with such a beautiful scenery of some river/lake/etc. argh! cannot wait! Hopefully this will turn out best! Went down to the place after the picnic to look-see and boyyyyy it wus beaufuful!

... and yes, i did my hair! hurhur.

my mind is a curious one.

2008-04-08T20:29:00.000-07:00

being me, being me, being me.. my mind is always up to something random.. or should i say asking some random things.. i.e: if i see some big building which looks oh so classy, i'll always ask the boy.. who is the CEO of that company.. which will lead to e moolah he's earning.. his lifestyle.. his CARS.. how in the world he got to the top.. blaaaa blaaaaaa. you get it.

well i am bored at work now.. so i thought why not blog about those random wacky thoughts i always have. hurrrhurrrr.

wacky. i mean it. in the midst of some silent moment, i might just ask you something sooooooooooo random like..

1- Do SMRT drivers need a license? as in there is like no train license right.. sooooo it's just controls in the train? 0.o sooo even I*when taught correctly* can drive a train??

2- Why isn't grass edible? 0.0
i know. i mean it's as leafy as other plants? leafy like spinach.. leafy like bayam.. imagine if we could eat it.. we'll just pluck some from the side of the road while walkin.. well cows make it look like as if they taste sooooooooo good.

3- If they call someone colour blind like "OH.. he can't see red".. like how would he know what he can't see? he woudldn't even know the shade of red to know that he can't see red. get what i mean? hah. how would he know what red is to tell ppl "oh i can't see that colour!" 0.0

lastly, the killer.

4- HAVE YOU EVER SEEN AN ANT DIE NATURALLY!?!?
now that would be a sight would it. like you're just staring at some random ant and suddenly it walks slowly.. topples to the right *left if you prefer* and.. umm *ok zoom in to its face now pls*.. face lookin like it's in pure agony. then.. baap. you don't see it moving anymore. 0.0
i haven't seen any! i don't think anyone has ever seen such a death! pls video if you happen to see an ant dying.
hey, trickling a drop of water on it does NOT count.

ok. umm... yes. done. heh. =X

i need. i need.

2008-04-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

driving license buoaaaay!

come here come here.

i've been waitin all my life.

yes i am THAT excited just for registration.

i need to iron my dress now. toodles. i hadta type something. blame boredom. he told me to.

and you. yes you in the picture. you need to call me. you and i.. got some things to talk about. (like why in the jshdjkah world you are sooo daym nice to look at and why cant you miraculously be livin on the 4th floor of my block and take the same lift as me).seriously.
you got my mind switched on.

wake up. please!

2008-03-26T19:20:00.001-07:00

i would like to take over the world so that..

i can help stop global warming!!!!(..and not forgettin animal abuse..and maybe if i am THAT famous.. Pharrell would like to meet me.. AIN FOCUS!) yes as i was sayin..

don't go all "haiyaaaaaa.. it's one of those another global warming talks. ok2 listen. ok2 get scared for 10 mins. ok2 go home AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT."

for you numbskulls out there who have been living under a mushroom for the past decade..

Global warming is the increase in the average temperature of the Earth's near-surface air and oceans since the mid-twentieth century and its projected continuation.

i won't go blabbering about what you should do or what nots but people it's real.

"Big chunk of Antarctic ice shelf falling apart "

- in today's Yahoo news.

people, it might not affect us directly like "okaay yeaah big ice melting. soo what? i don't live on ice"

THINK OF THE ICEY PEOPLE AND ANIMALS!

due to all these ice caps melting, artic animals are havin it bad! these ice caps form land and refuge for these animals who swim to these after a long swim or to get home.

for one case, with all these melting going on, polar bears haveta swim more and more miles just to seek land and by the time they do, they are absolutely tired and just dig a hole to lay in cos they know they're going to die.IMAGINE DIGGIN YOUR OWN GRAVE LIKE LITERALLY! HOW SAD IS THAT!?

some even drown due to extreme exhaustion.

and these stories are just the tip of the iceberg. God knows what's really happening there.

i wish i could adopt all these artic animals, but fact is i can't and so can't you.

let's help by conserving energy pls. a lil help goes a long way. the polar bears are askin for help too..

it isn't them who's causing global warming..